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Gan Jue Ni / Feel You
Megan Lai Ya Yan
Romanized and translated by Sherry.

Rainy day
Rang wo gan jue shang bei
Makes me feel saddened
Xiang tian shi zai wei wo diao yan lei
Like an angel is shedding tears for me
Crying day
Ni wan jie wo de lei
You complete my tears
Shi fou shang tian
Is it that Heaven
Gei wo yi ci ji hui
Is giving me an opportunity

Yi kai shi wo de ju jue
At the very beginning my refusal
Shi dui ai you xin jie
Was my heart's knot towards love
Ke shi zhi dao ma?
But do you know?
Wo dui ni zhen de you gan jue
I really have feelings for you
Ru guo wo men zhen de you yuan
If we are truly made in heaven
Xing guang can lan de na tian
The day of magnificent starlight
Wo men zai zhe li xiang yu
We will meet here

Gan jue ni
Feel you
Xiang ai ni
Wanna love you
(Xiang yao ai ni)
(Want to love you)
Kai lang de wo que bu gan kao jin ni
Yet an open-minded me is afraid of getting close to you
Gan jue ni
Feel you
Ai xiang ni
Fallen in love with you
(Xiang yao ai ni)
(Want to love you)
Ru guo ni zhen de ai wo
If you really love me
Gao su wo ni ye dong
Tell me you also understand

Shiny day
Wei xiao dai tie yan lei
A smile replaces tears
Xiang tian kong sa xia wen nuan guang xian
Like the sky sheds warm rays
Got the chance
Xin fu jiu zai bu yuan
Happiness is not far
Yin wei ni ye rang wo yong gan yi dian
Because you also make me a bit braver

Some quiz results:

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

I've actually taken this one before and I got 17, when I was still 17. Now, I'm apparently 20...well, mood affects my answers. Anywho:

You Are 20 Years Old

20 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

SHERRY
S	is for	Sincere
H	is for	Healthy
E	is for	Emotional
R	is for	Relaxing
R	is for	Radiant
Y	is for	Young

Anyway, today, my friend's mom picked us up after school to go to King of Prussia mall to see if we could find dresses. My friend has a Jessica McClintock dress but she was going to return it. Neither of us found a dress but we tried a few on. She later tried on another Jessica McClintock dress that I personally liked but it wouldn't look good on me...it was pretty on her. ^_^ Too bad I can't go dress shopping tomorrow. Group USA is our last resort...after that, if we can't find anything, or at least, if I can't find anything, I'll have to go to bridal boutiques. That actually might be a good thing because maybe there'll be a dress that no one will have. ^_^

As for this guy I was talking about yesterday, let's just call him A. Haha...well, apparently A thought I didn't get the text messages because he said he kept getting a network error message or something and he was getting really angry. He ended up sending it 5 times. Anyway, it was somewhat weird because I didn't see him going to third period like I thought so that I could talk to him. I guess that wasn't too bad either because I didn't really want to, you know what I mean? But I thought it would be a good thing to ask him about the texting (which was a long message saying how he "really likes" me and how I can "tell him anything" and I don't have to be shy around him and if we get to know each other, I won't be shy anymore..

So anyway, he sees me going to French, fifth period. He apologized for "this morning". I was confused and asked why. He said he had to talk to his teacher and so he wasn't there at my locker during the passing time between second and third period. He's not suppose to be! It wasn't like that's where we plan to meet or that I was waiting for him because I left as soon as I grabbed my books. But yeah...he walked me to French because he had lunch that period, which I didn't exactly want and tried to make conversation. It was slightly awkward but not unbearable or anything. It's just that I feel like he's suddenly invading "my bubble" out of the blue. He seems to be everywhere now. Maybe it's because I never noticed him before. *sigh* Now I really don't wanna go with him to prom (hope he's not the touchy type!), not that we are right now since he's just joining the group but if I get the chance, I'll make sure he understands that for sure. I want to get to know him but as friends...I don't want to give him the idea that I might like him back if we get to know each other. I know that it could happen but I doubt it. I guess it's unfair to simply say that he has no chance when I haven't even gotten to know him but remember my last entry? Haha...we'll see what happens with at prom...or before since there's still about 3 weeks for something to change.

I also hope that we can get a limo to the prom! ^_^ My friends showed me pictures of the interior of this 16 person limo and it's absolutely gorgeous! It's SO COOL. xDD If we have 16 people, which I think we do, we'll each have to pay very very little, which is awesome. I'm so excited about prom but A kinda drags things down. I feel so mean for feeling this way! >.<

So anyway, tomorrow, I'm going to be in New York so no time for homework or dress shopping. Then, Sunday, I'll be attending "Accepted Students Day" at Drexel University with my dad and friends. Hope that's fun. Haha...and since malls close early Sundays, I don't think I'll get the chance to go shopping because I doubt I can leave until around 4pm but I can try. It probably won't happen since my dad is the one driving and he is not about to take me dress shopping!! Not that I want him to. I actually have quite a bit of homework too.

Apparently, my dad came home looking for me to take me driving but I wasn't home!!! T_T Aww...lol

Last but not least, thanks for reading you guys! *hugs* All of your advices helped, honestly. Thanks. ^_^