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Just For You
Vic "Zai Zai" Zhou
Romanized and translated by Sherry (Sweet Dreamz) of Faithful 4ever

Cong bu shuo ni de qi dai
Never spoke of your hopes
Dui wo ni zhi hui guan huai
You treat me only with loving care
Wo xu yao
When I'm in need
Ni hui zai
You will be there

Ni de shou yong yuan zhang kai
Your hands are forever outstretched
Bi zhe shi jie hai yao da
Greater than this world
Dan wo que
Yet I
Yao li kai
Must leave
Jin guan mei shuo chu lai
Even though it was never spoken
Jin tian wo ming bai
Today I understand
Ni yan shen cong wu li wai
The look in your eyes never made an exception
Quan dou shi ai
It is all love

Zhe ke xin ba ai cun qi lai
This heart brings love to life
Nuan yi ba ji mo dou fu gai
Warmness covers loneliness
Qing ni man man de da kai
Please open slowly
Wo bu zai
I am not here
Dan shi ai
But love
Wei ni liang qi lai
Brightens for you
Gei ni de xin ba ai cun qi lai
Let your heart bring love to life
Yao ba gan dong man man cheng zai
Must carry it teeming with passion
Zhen ai bu hui zhi you du bai
True love will not just be a monologue
Gan jue yong yuan
The feelings will forever
Dou hui zai
Exist
Just for you
Yin wei ai
Because of love

Zhi zai hu wo de qi dai
Only concerned with my hopes
Wo yao ai
I want to love
Que bu dong ai
Yet don't know how to love
Ni xu yao
When you're in need
Wo bu zai
I'm not there

Well, the rough draft of my critical paper is due tomorrow but thank goondess she's not colllecting it. We're going to do a peer review but I still should try to write an almost decent paper so as not to embarass myself too much. Haha. I have 2.5 pages and it has to be as least 5, which really is quite short for an honors english class. *sigh* Unfortunately, this is turning out to be such an awful paper! I really should be working on it but i have been for the past 3 hours or so and I'm hungry. It's too hard to concentrate. ^^;; I can't wait for this week to be OVER.

So anyway, I think I've recovered from my cold or whatever it was but I'm still not feeling that great. Maybe allergies? Or maybe, I just need more sleep. Somehow, I've grown accustomed to less than 8 hours a night....CRAZY. Summer, where art thou?

Although summer may not mean that I can go back to 12 hours of sleep a day. I'm thinking of getting a job. I want a job. I NEED a job and I can get a job since I will be driving soon (YAY! although insurance is basically gonna cost more money than I will earn). Drexel is mad expensive and it's not even an ivy league. It's price tag is sure up there with it though. -__-;;; There's gotta be something wrong with that. Its a good thing I at least got a dean's scholarship. I cannot slack off since Drexel has 4 terms rather than 2 semesters so the classes are all fast-paced. If I blink and my GPA slips, I'm out $11,000. Even though my parents are paying for it, I feel like I should at least contribute some money for books and stuff. I don't think my parents realize that I have been thinking about the money but I do realize these things. Maybe it shouldn't be my concern but I do care, even if it's not my money. I mean, they are giving me a very decent car, paying for my insurance, financing my tuition, and for the past 18 years, I've been spending their money. Now that I can, I shuold start taking some responsibility or at least learning to...I'm so spoiled!

Speaking of Drexel, it has no friggin' organization! They can't get anything right! I think it basically boils down to they could care less...just hand over the money and their calendar insures that. Basically, if you were to transfer out, you'd end up having to retake courses because the other universities and colleges are on semesters. So you're trapped. Oh, the Drexel shaft. Haha...there's a message board dedicated to it. You can even buy a t-shirt! Haha...I was joking with my friend that I should go order one and wear it to orientation. So yeah, Drexel fustrates me but I should learn to live with it since that's where I'm going. Therefore, I will not complain about the troubles I've had. Realistically, I don't hate it THAT much and hate is such a strong word. It should be reserved for things like....physics. ^_^

Anyway, that's enough talk for today.